My friends are always there for me
My life is in their hands
I know I've made mistakes
But they still understand
I sit in a corner
Tears streaming down
My friends whisper words in my ear
And suddenly... no fear
My friends are always there for me
My life is in their hands
I know I've made mistakes
But they still understand
I'm having a hard time right now
Troubles racing round and round
My friends come up to me
Confidence... I've found
My friends are always there for me
My life is in their hands
I know I've made mistakes
But they still understand
A smile on my face
Is the view that you'll see now
My friends in my heart
I
The strange feeling erupts from my inner being
Burning
Thrashing
Escaping from my hold
Challenging the world with its indescribable menace
The strange attacks all
No one is safe
The tortue begins
Screaming
Crying
They run away but to no avail
The strange hunts them down like animals
Watching
Stalking
Taking
Belonging now to the horror
The strange is in control
Knives
Swords
Guns
Bows
Arrows
The strange has them all
Dressed as a zombie
All black and red
Marks on my face
Twigs in my hair
I jump straight in
Into the fray
Bodies leaping
Into the air i go
Caught by some blokes
Set back on my feet
Pushed back in
Get hit in my ear
Music blares on
Roars from the crowd
Screaming, yelling
Sweat pouring down my cheeks
Nearing the end
pulled onto the stage
Headbanging still
I rage
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
The trees loom up above me
Standing tall, like soldies waiting to charge
A bird calls behind me
An eerie, unexpected song
The wind sends a chill
Shivers shoot through me
A shadow hurries past
Hiding in the darkness
A dog barks
louder, louder
A hedgehog scuttles in the undergrowth
Leaving my sight
The sun sets and I am alone
Alone in the wood where anything can happen
A crows screech penetrates the silence
And my mind
I struggle through the difficult times
The hardness my life
I try to stay on my feet
Never running from a fight
Life is an everlasting
An everlasting death
It is an eternal horror show
Now that I must admit
Frightened is the thought in my head
An icycle in my mind
Escaping all my troubles
In my mind it must be hidden
A dagger always in my hand
searching far and wide
Defending my honour, my hopes, my heart
Trying to survive
lighting the world
it sits in its place
far above my reach
watching over me for eternity
the light turns to a glimmer
it dies
darkness glooms around me
shapes loom over me
watching
waiting
i turn
trying to see the world
i am blind
i touch and feel
still no sight comes to me
i reach out
searching for something
anything
there is nothing
i am alone
i watch them pass me by
glancing never knowing
joking with their friend
never noticing im there
they never notice me
im just a blur on their radar
no voice no face
just an empty body
i try to make the effort
to make my views heard
its just the wind they think
my shouts seem like whispers
i want the to see me
to look into my eyes and smile
to share a connection
for it to be real
pit of hell
wandering aimlessing in the gloom
searching
straining for a release
walls of fire stopping me
standing at my every turn
no way out
trapped in this cage of evil
as i turn to its will
and so my dark heart is revealed
how dare they
do they not have a heart
can they not feel my pain
the hurt that swells
inside of me
how dare they
to throw it back in my face
whispers of nice try
heat up my anger
who are they to judge
how dare they
i did not ask them their opinion
they just gave to me
threw it at my face
with smirks on their own
how dare they
my hard work isnt good enough
i put my heart into it
now it has been crushed
as will my bones, sooner not later
It runs deep into my skin
The ice cold metal piercing my flesh
My blood trickles away
Escaping the prison of my body
It drips down my arm and onto the floor
Too late now
Can't turn back the clock
So much blood has left
I don't think I will live for much longer
I cannot breathe
My body lies on the floor
No one cared
No one even noticed
Red stained the floor
Blood is the only part of me I left behind
Rocks underfoot slowing me down
Crash of waves below me
The edge is nearing
No escape, no retreat only end
I jump into the sea of my demise
I jump into my death
I jump into my end
I jump.....
glug glug glug
alone on the road
alone in my mind
alone in my heart
alone in this sea of misery
alone in this world of pain
alone in this cage of fear
alone is the memory of unfulfilled dreams
alone is the memory of loss and betrayal
alone is the memory of good things destroyed
alone is turning blind to love and knowing that world is lost to you
Ending of a teenage girl by loonyvillage, literature
Literature
Ending of a teenage girl
rosy red lips
it trickles down
down the body
enveloping it whole
onto the floor
puddle of life
death has come
why did she do it?
why did she take her life?
what drove her to it?
to the knife in the kitchen drawer
it still lies in her mouth
thrust with her agony of life
gone it is now and so it shall stay
darkness creeps
seeping through walls
rising from floors
swalowing us
pushing us into darkness
squeezing our souls
destroying our memories
they took me
they changed me
darkness - a wonderful thing
it is the dark abyss
fire reigns
nightmares are real
love is no more
down below is this realm
the land of the damned
the home of the wretched
the life of pain and suffering
where free will has no place
the deep red sea
lay all around me
it choked me
it broke me
it really nearly killed me
i know
i know i know i know now
blood is not ketchup
it is the journey to death
blood is not just liquid
its the water of our soul
a void of noise filled this land
not a squeak or growl was heard
no birds sang their songs
no snakes hissed at prey
silence
no leaves russled
no acorns thumped on the ground
nothing made a noise, until they came
nothing would ever be the same again
life had changed forever
the wood was different
noise had entered its domain
Something carved
Soft and slender.
Something breathes
Slow and even.
We call it 'something'
Because it is unclear.
But this essence
Aligns with memories we envisage.
Figures opaque, padded silhouettes
Slouch on the unctuous flow.
Something washes
In glowing gem azure
Then rests on the rim of intellect.
Gently cooing membranes shed
Something lullabies protect.
Something perplexing,
Evoking, forming.
Someone emerging.
Like a transcendent waterfall crashing over timeless mountains
Like a crouched tiger waiting lustfully for its deer
Like a newborn fawn frolicking alongside its mother
So is the beauty of nature
But natures beauty is being altered
In ways we cannot fathom
And each new generation is being hardened
Like a featherless sparrow being pushed from its nest
With time comes change, and with change comes providence
With providence follows nostalgia
As destiny looms so does mar
And we are not ready to face it
The valleys and forests of our childhood are fading
As the horizon impends our gaze is altered
Pulled from the once ethereal omnipot
they break her spirit
crush her life
but give her strength
to lift that knife
not one soul gone
but more that night
others - friends, and family
into the shining light
the mother who found
her youngest child dead
eyes closed, asleep
in pools of red
the sister who's last words
echo around her life
thinking of her sister
alone and cold in death
friends who lean on each other
and look inwards for support
find deep within themselves
what she needed all along
bullies who point the finger
and pass around the blame
but when their arms get tired
silently accept it was them
Shadows in the corner
A body on the floor
Everyone is stareing
Life is here no-more
A knife in front of me
Her blood at my side
I hear his voice calling
"If only he hadn't lied"
Shadows
I've walked the shadows path, and fought its demons.
Now the demon I face is my hardest fight.
But with the help of my friends and family.
I gain the strength for the final battle.
So I can leave the shadows path.
I have walked for so long.
Elysia D. B.
Aaaarrrrggghhhh!!
Stop torturing my mind
You outline every thought
You haunt every smile
How did you get me feeling this?
Your beauty plays with my insides
Your laugh rings in silence
Your sideways glances give me hope
I don't like it!!
Aaaarrrrggghhhh!!
Stop torturing my mind
You outline every thought
You haunt every smile
I can do without this feeling
I can live without this yearning
So many cliches, this isn't fair
This is the wrong time
You are the wrong person
I don't like it!!
Aaaarrrrggghhhh!!
Stop torturing my mind
You outline every thought
You haunt every sm
So many nights have come and gone,
So many dusks and dawns,
And though our parting was a gift
My shattered heart still mourns.
But not for memories still treasured,
Nor hopes left unfufilled,
Absence should make it grow fonder, but,
My heart, it simply stilled.
I gaze across this land so bleak,
And see neither tree or fall.
Cascading water's roar is drowned
By my spirit's wailing call
For some relief, some gracious cure,
For this ache I bear within.
But lack of aid makes me more sure
Our love was not a sin.
If that was so, no pain or ache,
Myself would risk to feel.
For if such a lie we had made truth,
You had every right
its been such a long time since i came on here last. ive changed so much and so has my view of the world. Life is hard, I get that now. Some people just deal with it better than others
its been such a long time since i came on here last. ive changed so much and so has my view of the world. Life is hard, I get that now. Some people just deal with it better than others
ha it was sooo funny.i was at a party on saturday.fridge FULL of beer.wahho.then some of the guys wanted to go to threshers(alcohol shop) to get some different types.i wanted a walk so i went with them.in total there was 4 of us-me Paul, Mark and Sanjay. As we were leaving the house Sanjay through my beer onto the field infront of us .Damn him but i was glad he did that in a way( youll find out why if you keep reading).So we went into town.Sanjay went into the shop.the rest of us followed.They served him so we went out again happy.we looked left.ahhhh police car. so we went right instead.the police car drove round and stopped infront of us.Th